Do You Ever?

*worry so much that you can’t sleep?
*over think something until it barely exists?
*know that there is a decision to be made, and not be able to make it?
*wonder what the other person is thinking?
*just want it to be decided so that you can know?
*think that you love someone more then they love you?
*think that you worry about something way more then is needed?
*just give up the fight because you know that there is no way that you can win?


OR

*sleep through the night regardless
*just keep on going, knowing that it will get better
*look for the light in the situation, despite the darkness
*stop worrying when you know it will not help
*just keep living, breathing, hoping, praying
*figure that they love you more, but do not know how to show it
*realize that everyone is human, and nobody is perfect
*just let it go…

I Have Been Tagged

I was tagged from The Queen’s Buzz so I need to answer these questions….

What I was doing 10 years ago… Living in Virginia, at SVC. Pregnant with Adam, and throwing up 20 times a day.

What I was doing 5 years ago… Living in Lehi, Utah. Haley had been born 2 weeks before. I was spending my days being very tired and driving Adam to and from preschool.

What I was doing 1 year ago… Living in the house I am in now. Working full time at Channing Hall. I was very sick, and stayed sick for several months.

What I was doing yesterday… Working at Channing. I was doing paperwork for the state. I was also very busy doing all of the dirty laundry from our camping trip this past week.

5 places I’d rather be… shoppping, at the spa, anywhere with hot weather on vacation, sleeping, or Vegas

5 snacks/treats I love… Strawberry Shortcake, Cheesecake, any berries, Molten Chocolate Cake, and gummy Frogs

What I would do with 100 million dollars… buy a house, new cars, a plane, give some to each of my family members, buy a new wardrobe and retire

5 Favorite TV shows… Lost (starts Feb ’08), CSI (original), Gray’s Anatomy, Gilmore Girls ( I know it is off the air, just one of my all time favorites) and I really like the new show Pushing Daisies